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09 December 2008 @ 09:24 pm
-okay so I don't really have anything to say but basically things are boring, school is a drag, nothing eventful has happened lately, certain people are pissing me off, I am still tired.....oh but I hope to go to bed early tonight. I actually did my homework at a decent time today because I had to make a big birthday brownie for Angela. :)
-but yeah other than the continuous monotony of my everyday life...YAY MY BIRTHDAY IS FRRRIDAY. which is three days wooooo. I can't remember the last time my birthday was on a good day of the week....its been mondays tuesdays wednesdays which are all kinda bleh.
-On sunday Angela came over and we just kind of hung out and we colored all over these old converse I have and we went outside and threw snow and pumpkins at each other. Yeah, it was a pretty good day.
-Arrrggghhhhh I have basically no clothes to wear anymore and in the morning I am always at a loss, unable to make a decision because I have no clothes/they are all fug/they are old/they dont fit/i just dont like them anymore etc etc and it is a waste of time and basically I wish I could go get a new wardrobe. I can't wait for christmas/to go shopping with my christmas money though :)
-mm it will be so nice when xmas break comes. I am so not even putting effort into school anymore, I just wanna get it the fuck over with so it can be christmas and I can sleep and relax and have FUN. and omg a ridiculous blizzard would be awesome too
mmmyeah so I'll be done ranting now. gonna go to sleep and like...actually get a good nights sleep.
hopefully tomorrow will be a good day. :)
-but yeah other than the continuous monotony of my everyday life...YAY MY BIRTHDAY IS FRRRIDAY. which is three days wooooo. I can't remember the last time my birthday was on a good day of the week....its been mondays tuesdays wednesdays which are all kinda bleh.
-On sunday Angela came over and we just kind of hung out and we colored all over these old converse I have and we went outside and threw snow and pumpkins at each other. Yeah, it was a pretty good day.
-Arrrggghhhhh I have basically no clothes to wear anymore and in the morning I am always at a loss, unable to make a decision because I have no clothes/they are all fug/they are old/they dont fit/i just dont like them anymore etc etc and it is a waste of time and basically I wish I could go get a new wardrobe. I can't wait for christmas/to go shopping with my christmas money though :)
-mm it will be so nice when xmas break comes. I am so not even putting effort into school anymore, I just wanna get it the fuck over with so it can be christmas and I can sleep and relax and have FUN. and omg a ridiculous blizzard would be awesome too
mmmyeah so I'll be done ranting now. gonna go to sleep and like...actually get a good nights sleep.
hopefully tomorrow will be a good day. :)
04 December 2008 @ 06:33 pm
03 December 2008 @ 09:56 pm
The 'Be Pete Wentz' poetry meme
01. put your music player on shuffle
02. the first lines of twenty songs = a poem
03. the first line of the twenty-first song is the title.
It Was The Look On Your Face
You said to only look up
I'm on fire
I wanna hear some music
You were the only face I'd ever known
I'm always assuming the worst
I know its deep
Don't lift me up
There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you
Its happening again
Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
My eyes can't believe what they have seen
I've been jumping from the tops of buildings
Hey, you always seem to catch me when I'm lying
I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
Shake down you make me break
I see nothing in your eyes
Call the police
Move one inch at a time, don't make this hard
I'm looking at you through the wine glass
Coming out of Minnesota
lol, i like it?
Today was a pretty good day. omg I need to like be less awkward when I talk to people haha. And just have more to say in general askfjdhlksajhdf I suck at conversation sometimes w/e
I wish I had gotten home earlier, 'cause I was really tired when I finally did. I had no homework tonight and I could have worked on my drawing :( Ugh I am so sleepy now though and I really don't feel like it so I'm going to bed.
01. put your music player on shuffle
02. the first lines of twenty songs = a poem
03. the first line of the twenty-first song is the title.
It Was The Look On Your Face
You said to only look up
I'm on fire
I wanna hear some music
You were the only face I'd ever known
I'm always assuming the worst
I know its deep
Don't lift me up
There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you
Its happening again
Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
My eyes can't believe what they have seen
I've been jumping from the tops of buildings
Hey, you always seem to catch me when I'm lying
I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
Shake down you make me break
I see nothing in your eyes
Call the police
Move one inch at a time, don't make this hard
I'm looking at you through the wine glass
Coming out of Minnesota
lol, i like it?
Today was a pretty good day. omg I need to like be less awkward when I talk to people haha. And just have more to say in general askfjdhlksajhdf I suck at conversation sometimes w/e
I wish I had gotten home earlier, 'cause I was really tired when I finally did. I had no homework tonight and I could have worked on my drawing :( Ugh I am so sleepy now though and I really don't feel like it so I'm going to bed.
02 December 2008 @ 09:29 pm
ahhhh I'm getting sick of school already. even the classes I liked I'm starting not to care for much anymore. I hardly pay attention ever, I do the work only because I have to, and basically the only reason I go is to get it over with. I just space out constantly and wait for the day to be over. The only things I look forward to anymore are weekends. And Christmas. And my birthday's coming up. And sleep.
Well, idk. I do like school, because I get to see everyone and talk to my friends and people that I wouldn't really see much or talk to otherwise. But I'm just way too tired all the time, and yeah obviously I really need to get more sleep and not go to bed late, but it would also be great if school didn't start so ridiculously early...
I would like December more if it weren't for all the extra homework and projects and 3481638569247856 tests our teachers give us. Like I get so stressed out by the end of the month that I'm freaking suicidal. Not really though. But you get the point.
Oh lol today in gym we did these agility ladder things and of course I slipped on one going backwards and fell flat on my face. I didn't really care though probably because I already dislike that class so much that not even embarrassing myself like that could make it much worse. Plus shit like that kind of happens to me all the time so I'm used to it by now. omg though I still hate how clumsy and uncoordinated I am wtf.
k I am done complaining now
I can't wait for my birthday wooo~
and I think I might be going to boston so yay
well I think I'm gonna go to bed early tonight, I actually didn't have that much homework.
Well, idk. I do like school, because I get to see everyone and talk to my friends and people that I wouldn't really see much or talk to otherwise. But I'm just way too tired all the time, and yeah obviously I really need to get more sleep and not go to bed late, but it would also be great if school didn't start so ridiculously early...
I would like December more if it weren't for all the extra homework and projects and 3481638569247856 tests our teachers give us. Like I get so stressed out by the end of the month that I'm freaking suicidal. Not really though. But you get the point.
Oh lol today in gym we did these agility ladder things and of course I slipped on one going backwards and fell flat on my face. I didn't really care though probably because I already dislike that class so much that not even embarrassing myself like that could make it much worse. Plus shit like that kind of happens to me all the time so I'm used to it by now. omg though I still hate how clumsy and uncoordinated I am wtf.
k I am done complaining now
I can't wait for my birthday wooo~
and I think I might be going to boston so yay
well I think I'm gonna go to bed early tonight, I actually didn't have that much homework.
01 December 2008 @ 05:30 pm
lol i keep stealing stuff from lita
this one was fun though hahah
this one was fun though hahah
29 November 2008 @ 03:13 pm
Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet.
What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.
Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.
Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
#DDA0DD |
Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything. |
24 November 2008 @ 03:48 pm
22 November 2008 @ 01:39 pm
asdfasdfasdf
my arm still hurts from that shot i got yesterday wtf
and they took like five tubes of blood
and all the tests are going to come back negative
and my parents are like "ohhhh its okay at least we can be sure!!!"
but seriously the reason i'm tired is because i dont sleep, ever thought of that?
what a waste of time though
w/e
hahah the doctor was all "ohi are you sexually active?"
so i'm like "lolno"
so she says "oic thats good so you're not pregnant?"
"....no"
"o ok. so you've never had sex before?"
"NOPE"
"ok no drinking no smoking or drugs?"
"no"
"are you lying to me?"
"NO"
lol it was a different doctor and i kind of thought she was an idiot at first because when she came in the first thing she said was like "so...what are you here for? a physical or something?"
o_o
my arm still hurts from that shot i got yesterday wtf
and they took like five tubes of blood
and all the tests are going to come back negative
and my parents are like "ohhhh its okay at least we can be sure!!!"
but seriously the reason i'm tired is because i dont sleep, ever thought of that?
what a waste of time though
w/e
hahah the doctor was all "ohi are you sexually active?"
so i'm like "lolno"
so she says "oic thats good so you're not pregnant?"
"....no"
"o ok. so you've never had sex before?"
"NOPE"
"ok no drinking no smoking or drugs?"
"no"
"are you lying to me?"
"NO"
lol it was a different doctor and i kind of thought she was an idiot at first because when she came in the first thing she said was like "so...what are you here for? a physical or something?"
o_o
21 November 2008 @ 08:50 pm
- 22:56 @lightfactory ): hopefully he'll realize you're way better than those ho's. #
- 22:57 dayummmm i am so not tired right now #
20 November 2008 @ 05:30 pm
what the fuck, why are my parents insane
they had to make a huge deal about me wanting to stay home today because i didnt feel good
wow, i'm not even a bad student at least i try in school but they make it seem so bad to stay home for one day
and then they're all
"OMG is there something going on at school that we should know about"
"okay omg k so i'm gonna take you to the doctor tomorrow cuz there could be sumthin wrong omgz"
and then my dad has to make everything so dramatic like wtf
he analyzes everything he thinks i say wrong and turns it into an argument about that
he tells me i dont understand his point of view or whatever even though i do, and when i tell him that he's like NOPE
w/e i just dont see why everything has to be such a huge issue to them, i just needed one day of rest that's it and then i'm going back to school tomorrow and everything will be fiinnee and dandy
they had to make a huge deal about me wanting to stay home today because i didnt feel good
wow, i'm not even a bad student at least i try in school but they make it seem so bad to stay home for one day
and then they're all
"OMG is there something going on at school that we should know about"
"okay omg k so i'm gonna take you to the doctor tomorrow cuz there could be sumthin wrong omgz"
and then my dad has to make everything so dramatic like wtf
he analyzes everything he thinks i say wrong and turns it into an argument about that
he tells me i dont understand his point of view or whatever even though i do, and when i tell him that he's like NOPE
w/e i just dont see why everything has to be such a huge issue to them, i just needed one day of rest that's it and then i'm going back to school tomorrow and everything will be fiinnee and dandy
17 November 2008 @ 08:50 pm